That is what I am doing this weekend.  I am living vicariously through several people; former graphic designers turned scrapbook professionals, graphic designers, scrapgurus, bakery owners... I keep thinking about my life and how I hate that I have to wait for anything.  I am, for some cosmic reason, being held to a timeline that I have to follow.
On and on again, the constant nagging!!!  Yea Yea I know, I can't seem to get off this topic.  I just want to live a fulfilling life of doing all that I want.  It is coming, just SLOWLY.  I have been seriously thinking of selling cupcakes, but trying to do so at farmers markets and flea markets.  I am thinking it will help me fund my graphic designers education while I wait to start my BS in Visual Communications.  It has been my dream to design and create and be a part of something that has the potential to touch the lives of many.
I am an envious person, this happens to be my downside and part of my personality.  I am envious of women who are incredibly creative, get paid for it, get to stay home and work their own hours.  I have tried the party line business, I have ran my own VA business, and hubby and I want to eventually start our design business, but he and I have different styles so it will be a miracle of sorts to work.  My VA business landed me a contract and then landed me to an offer, an offer that I just couldn't refuse.  It isn't easy to own your own business, especially with a family.  But I have the will to do it, under the right circumstances.  I love to bake and experiment, unfortunately I haven't had much luck with my kitchen as my stove has been out of commission, for a whole lot of reasons I can't get into right now.
But I have aquired the use of a stove, I have thought about all the places that I can go and sell my cupcakes, and I have even thought about doing wholesale orders.  But who knows.  I just want to make enough to pay for my classes and then figure out what I will do after that!
So many things.  But I love these girls!
Cathy Zielske
Ali Edwards
Heidi Swapp
These are amazing women who do amazing things!
bye bye
November 27, 2005
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