What I was thinking when I left the house this morning.
For some reason I just assumed that I would be magically transported to a place of cosmic Euphoria, but then I soon woke up to the fact that I was living the hard cruel existence of my life - and that it wasn't going to magically transform just because I had this deep conversation with my husband about my goals in life and my regrets that I wasn't following them.
No.
I am a sad sorry loser.
I don't have a genie lamp to rub, nor a fairy godmother to bestow magical gifts to me to make everything all right. What I do have is a past of mistakes and an opportunity.
I can learn and I can grow or I can get pissy and boohoo and feel sorry for myself and dream and go old and regret.
2 comments:
I realize I don't know you at all, so this is just a shot in the dark, but in my experience one can be transported to a place of comic euphoria just within their own mind. The world may look the same on the outside, but within your own perception it has changed and you're in the magical place. Other people may not realize it but then if that's the case they're not smart enough or deserving to understand you. Have a nice day...
You know I so relate to this and have felt that before. Especially when you have such an amazing transporting conversation with someone. . . it just feels like everything should have changed with you. . .sigh. But it sounds like you have a fantastic husband so hopefully that will make it easier taking the little steps towards your future!
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