May 15, 2006

I love it, I love it not...

What?

What does that mean exactly? I am not talking about a person definately, I am talking about my house.

Well it isn't really MINE, it belongs to my mother- but it is the house I grew up in for a period of time and have come back to live in. We are putting a lot of work into her, it. We have redone the kitchen, paid for by the landlords of course, and we have also talked about repainting and rearranging and this and that. But...

Right next door to my mom's other house, the one that she lives in, is a nicer home - a bigger home- and more expensive home, also for rent. There are many more pros to relocating to that house than cons, except the one con that outweighs all the pros $$$MONEY$$$. Isn't that amazing. We have money, infact on one income we are pretty good. Not a lot in savings, but we aren't scrimping by. And I just can't justify months of doing without so that we can live in a place that is more comfortable than where we currently live.

I keep trying to justify it, but I can't. I want to, but again I can't. Well actually I can. I can justify it out the wazoo, but logically it doesn't make sense. So... quoting a friend, "Happiness isn't determined where you are, you have to make yourself happy no matter what.

Ok... so here we go then, lets make happy.

Tell you how it goes latta!

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