up late

I'm up late.

been thinking

fighting sleep

had a good day

miss everyone.

Had a thought, a concern really...
I want to make sure that I am always living my life to the fullest. I've been all over the US, including Canada and Mexico. I have traveled overseas. I have been to the Van Gogh museum in Amsterdam, seen Anne Frank's bedroom too. I have taken the chunnel, or the underground train through the chanel that seperates two countries. I've walked miles through different countries. I've loved HARD and lived HARD. I'm married 2x now. I have a great kid, really she is. I have had my share of good and horrible relationships - including friendships. I'm hard to get to know, but I am a great friend. I miss the mistakes and wish I could go back and fix. I wonder what people think of me, a lot. I am surrounded by great people. I have had to settle down and it frightens the crap out of me. I'm on a constant journey. I've been forced by the powers that be to have "STABILITY", after living a nomads life for years.

I start wish lists all the time, and know that I will never have enough time in my lifetime to do them all.

I have goals and dreams.

Ok, I feel better. My thought isn't a concern anymore, it is a joy. I am living life to the fullest, and continue to do it.

I create my own happiness. But telling myself what I tell others, isn't always so easy. "I love you" I do.